I have never gone this long ruminating before. It’s been at least a week. Every morning my mind begins to race and every night I have a headache. I try to talk myself out of it day after day yet nothing is changing. I need help. I don’t want meds, I want to control my brain.
One of the things I hate is that if you aren’t bipolar, OCD, autistic, ect, it’s considered perfectly acceptable to be all “ha ha I look autistic” “feeling a little bipolar today”, but if you actually do have a mental disorder, then god forbid you talk about it, you attention-seeking over-dramatizing romanticizing monster.
this is the realest thing I’ve ever read